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| User: | enjoy_fungus (916492) Xx..a bRaNd*NeW day in a life that I h a t e..xX
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| Name: | Stephanie | |
| Location: | Rhode Island, United States | |
| Birthdate: | 1986-11-17 | |
| Bio: | Steph fo sho. that would be me. I am 17 years of age. I work at Spike's Junkyard Dogs, exciting, isn't it?. I am the watch you always wear, but you forget to wind. I love you. ♥ I like love. I like attractive boys. I like hugs.. a lot. (I love Jarreth's hugs, and how he says I'm 'fun to hug' =P) I would love my boyfriend.. if I had one. I love kisses, but not the boy who de-virginized me. (kiss wise) I love affection and cuddling. I love music. and shows. MY favorites = Incubus, Brand New, Taking Back Sunday & Homegrown. <3<3 Brandon Boyd. mmmm. and I absolutely adore my cat & dog. I enjoy my car. SEAFOAM EMOBILE for lyfe! Kara, Kristen, Amanda, Katie and of course, Sandra. Paul & Bryan. two of the most awesome guys I know. Kim and the fact that she is the funnest person I know. ever. I love her a lot. all of the current Spike's employees. and lastly - a boy who shall remain nameless for the sake of my heart being shattered. <3<3 NO'S: I dislike two-faced hypocritical bitches. I strongly deteste being betrayed by my 'so called friends.' it takes a lot for me to trust somebody. I'm yours forever, if I trust you. I have been hurt too many times.. way too many times.. I get too attatched, too quickly & too easily. I extreamly hate being fat and ugly. I hate my life, and myself most of all. how sad. this is what your life has been reduced to. single room apartment containing no more than a mattress. the strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over. the television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement - i break in two and each piece of me dies. and only you can give the breath of life. but you dont see me, you don't. now you see me, now you dont. now you need me, now you dont... ~...waking up to another day full of pointless shit that I, of all people, most certianly do not deserve. or maybe I do. everyday, instantly ashamed of the being I'm becomming.. the being that I am. I am no one to anyone. and I mean nothing to myself. dissapointment, embarrassment, shame. this is not me. it can't be me. I won't let it be me. why is it me? me, me me. it's all about me. god, I'm so self-centered... sometimes I just wish I could care enough not to care at all...~ [me] [[me, again]] is that what you call tact? I swear you're as subtle as a brick on the small of my back so lets end this call, and end this conversation. is that what you call a get away? tell me what you got away with, cause you left the frays from the ties you severed, when you say best friends : means friends forever. I've seen more spines on jelley fish, I've seen more guts in 11 year old kids. So have another drink and drive yourself home, I hope there's ice on all the roads, and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windsheild. I won't let you let me down again. >BrandNew< with the worst intentions... TakingBackSunday I know that there's a point I've missed a shrine or stone I haven't kissed a scar that never graced my wrist a mirror that hasen't met my fist but I can't help feeling that I'm due for a miracle I'm waiting for a sign I'll stare straight into the sun and I won't close my eyes [[Thrice]] the end. ♥ | |
| Interests: | 150: 30 seconds to mars, 311, a static lullabye, adam sandler, afi, alien ant farm, allister, ana, angelina jolie, animal rights, anti-flag, audiovent, autopilot off, barenaked ladies, bass, better than ezra, bigwig, blink-182, brand new, brandon boyd, brandston, brittany murphy, catch 22, cky, coheed and cambria, diets, disturbed, drive-thru records, dropkick murphys, ed, edward scissorhands, emo, evanescence, foo fighters, from autumn to ashes, fuel, girl interrupted, godsmack, goldfinger, good charlotte, green day, greenwheel, guster, h2o, homegrown, hoobastank, hot hot heat, hot rod circuit, iced coffee, incubus, jack off jill, jimmy eat world, johnny depp, kittie, korn, leah stargazing, less than jake, lifehouse, limbeck, linkin park, lit, longboarding, maroon 5, mena suvari, mest, mia, midtown, millencollin, mindless self indulgence, misfits, music, mxpx, my chemical romance, new found glory, nirvana, nofx, offspring, ok go, operation ivy, orange, orgy, osker, pennywise, pirates of the caribbean, pulley, ra, rancid, razors, riddlin' kids, rooney, save ferris, saves the day, scars, screeching weasles, seann william scott, sector 9, seether, self mutilation, shows, sid vicious, simple plan, slik willy, snapcase, snowboarding, social distortion, something corporate, sr-71, story of the year, stroke 9, sublime, sum41, system of a down, taking back sunday, tantric, taproot, tennis, the all-american rejects, the ataris, the casualties, the clash, the crow, the distillers, the get up kids, the hives, the juliana theory, the movielife, the queers, the ramones, the rocket summer, the seafoam emobile, the sex pistols, the starting line, the strokes, the used, the vines, the white stripes, thrice, thursday, tool, trite, trustcompany, turning blue, vegans, vegitarianism, vision, water, wave, weezer, winona ryder, zox | |
| Schools: | None listed | |
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| Friend of: | 18: anopenedletter, belated_goonie, crunchycashew, drunkdanzig, dudelover8, eeevilkiwi, glamour_kills, incubusgirlie, incubusrage219, kelstar571, letters2you, losername, milamonster, nonsumpisces, plasticbandages, possessedkow, punkjockkittie, smile_injection | |
| Member of: | 6: _lifehouse, anti_ana, body_obsession, davey_lovers, enjoy__incubus, vegetarian | |
| Account type: | Basic Account | |
